Yes today is and I have to keep moving on.  Heartbreak sucks, it seems like the worst hurt in the world when it happens.  You cry, get angry, cry again, and then go into that numb stage.  I think I’m in the numb stage right now.  I truly thought I had found the one, my other half, my soul mate…but it takes two for a relationship to work and unfortunately that wasn’t the case here and it’s over. 

And you know heart break still bites at my age, it may be a bit easier to deal with than when you are a teenager, but it still takes a lot out of a person.  Have I given up on finding true love?  I’m trying not to, and I feel in time I will believe in love again, time does heal.  And in the meantime, I will enjoy my wonderful daughter, family and friends.  I love them for giving me many shoulders to lean and cry on.