Which is something I tend to do when I am going through a change in my life.

I was talking wtih Will this morning how I sat down with a notebook and pen last night and was writing down things about my recent relationship and trying to figure out where I went wrong, what I could’ve done differently, anything to make sense of what happened.  And should I change the type of person that I am?   Will said no you don’t change who you are, and I know that, I truly do….but you doubt yourself when something like this happens.  Even though you aren’t at fault for what happened, you begin to re-examine who you are as a person.  Which in my opinion and other people in my life isn’t bad at all.  I’ve got a big heart and I’m a caring and generous person who has just been taken advantage of, so I won’t change me, but I will be more guarded in the future when it comes to relationships.

Right now I’m enjoying my daughter and friends.  I’m wishing for Spring, my Mom will be home from Florida and the weather will be warming up.  How great it will be to see green grass and flowers! 

I’m going to enjoy each day and live life to the fullest.  And those who have walked out of my life are the ones who will be doing the thinking and regreting in the end.